The Life Of Kagami-kun

Miahahaha....2 more days and I'm off to a new start..Looks like a new job and a new life requires a new plans.Hmm..let see...

First plan is to buy a punching bag..hahaha...This fat boy need to slim and tone down for a new look. Second, jogging..hahaha..need to take some time to jog too..Third, learn new language. Yup, you guess right..Nihon-go or Japanse language..hehehe..

Hopefully,everything gonna work out as planned..hehehe...Since I'm gonna get the future!! Yehaa!!!

Wah..lagi seminggu lagi then selamat tinggal Raffcomm..Banyak kenangan aku kat sini..pahit dan manis..macam2..ala rojak2 Singapore..Sedey gak nak tinggalkan bebudak ni..dah rasa macam adik beradik dah,tapi nak wat camner..It's for the better..Anyway, looking forward to work in a new enviroment,new air and new future..!!! Gambatte for me!! Wuhuuu!!!

Hello..dah lama gile aku xtulis pape dlm ni..sibuk ngat ngan benda2 lain..haha..anyway,tinggal baper ari je lg aku ngan raffcomm..perasaan bercampur baur..gembira dan sedih..gembira sbb pay aku akan jd lebih bagus..gembira sbb takde lg mgmt yg konon diorg diorg best sgt..rasa sedih dan xbest sbb tinggalkan kawan2 yg best2 kat raffcomm yg aku kenali lebih dari 2 tahun..gonna miss u guys n thanx for everything..

Ni adalah first time post aku dalam bahasa Melayu. Hmm..Entah la beb,macam2 perasaan ada lam hati aku ni..rasa nak marah...rasa sedih..rasa dikhianati..dikambing hitamkan dan beribu2 lagi perasaan yg tak best. Mungkin aku harus ambil tindakan yang draastik itu? Dan kenapa lah dari dulu lagi aku tak ambik tindakan drastik tu?hahaha...kadang kelakar jugak bila pikirkan balik bila semua kata2 aku tu dah dibuat oleh orang lain...mereka semua dah bebas...tinggallah aku kat sini terkontang - kanting dan mencari sebab kenapa harus masih disini...TApi aku bersumpah yang aku somehow akan escape this one way or the other...Tak boleh tahan lagi dengan semua ni..


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Hitomi Takahashi - Aozora No Namida (Tears of the Blue Sky)



Translation:
All alone in the darkness,
I knew the meaning of your tears.
I embarked to a place prey,
I don’t want to hurt anyone

The wind blowing over the ocean,
Not getting lost today and heading towards tomorrow,
But somehow my heart won’t budge

*Regardless of the fate that awaits me
I won’t to regret the things I live for
Because within sadness there is courage
I believe in taking a hold of that light

The pouring tears of the blue sky
Will someday become a smile

The wind following at a fast pace
Will slip through my fingers
The things I believe are still scary but,
But I’m not going to stop

The moon beats softly on my shoulders
And I will even forget getting lost
On the reflected moon road

Even if I wait for a tomorrow of nothing
A hand will give rise to something
And the chosen path will change
These strong feelings now, well up

The tears shed by the blue sky’s
Will surely clear up tomorrow

To where I look up,
That is where I am suppose to start.
I can go anywhere,
If I don’t give up on myself

*Repeat

The pouring tears of the blue sky
Will someday become a smile.

It's been like ages since i update anything here...lots of thing happens...my lappy got stolen,to much work..assignment and lots...haiz...yeah,u seem suprised right?yup some a**hole has decided to stole it right under my nose,my god..it was so frustating that my blood pressure starts to shoot sky high..180...how high is that right?huhuhu..but anyway i wanna thank my parents,my opahs (opah and opah wah) and also pakcu adik for helping me getting through this difficult time. May Allah repay you kindly for the help you gave to me..Amin...

Ken Hirai- Elegy



Translation:

As I clung to you, you dug your nails into my back
And carved me, taking me deeper into a dream

One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals
Wavers, wanders, it’s lost its place

Dirty me with your hands, with your hands
Break me again and again, again and again
We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together
And fall into a bright, invisible darkness
If my body’s going to die one day
Then I want it to rot from your love

I’d feel better if this sickness had a name
I’m afraid to stick out, I move into the crowd somehow
One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals
Wavers, wanders, I’ve found you

I’ll dirty you with my hands, with my hands
And drown in you again and again, again and again
Our two backs together gives me anxiety and happiness
That comes in waves, penetrating me
If this love’s going to die someday
Tear me apart now with your love

Dirty me with your hands, with your hands
Break me again and again, again and again
We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together
And fall into a bright, invisible darkness
If my body’s going to die one day
Then I want it to rot from your love
With your hands, dirty me, dirty me

yo ho ho...recently was so busy with my job that i haven't got so much time updating my blogs...but anyway...nothing new about me though unless me having a toothache is something new..hahaha...
anyway...i'll be going to dentist later to get it plucked out and yeah it will be a private clinic. i know you will certainly ask why private and not general? ain't it gonna be expansive? well...

1) I'm afraid of the bloody needle..hahahaha...and when the govt clinic stab you with it,some of them will attend to leave you for a while and attend you later so its time consuming
2) the anesthetic of the govt clinic will ran out since they will leave you for a period of long time..and hell its painful maa..if they pluck your teeth out without anesthatic
3) well the reasons of my bad tooth is because one of the doctor who "tampal" my teeth is a soon-to-be retired doctor so i guess he is not focus on the treatment and maybe thinking of the white sand and the coconut tree at the beaches..haizzz...

well,what can i say?though the treatment is expensive but certainly will give me a peace of mind =)